2/11/2008

This is a before class blog.....I've been thinking, scary I know. I got to thinking about how I didn't take the group leader offer but I have taken the subgroup leader role and have just ran with it, or am at least trying to. With the assignment that was handed out yesterday to be completed today, the tower building, it aggrevated me that it was Sunday and Feinburgh was doing it just to test us. I understand but it still makes me ..... grrrr. Anyways, I had the thought yesterday about how I was kind of glad that I wasn't a group leader due to the way the leaders seem to have to be at Feinburgh's beck and call. With my personal situation with my grandmother, that is something I don't know how would work out. Then I got to thinking about the big picture of my life and currently, I don't want to be the person right under the CEO or other big kahuna. I want to be further down the chain of command at this point in my life, I expect that to change once I get out into the "real world." With this in mind I got to thinking is my expectation of where I want to be in the management chain hindering me from going for the larger leadership roles now? I might be reading a little deeper into this than needs be but that's what I thought. I think also that since I have had this thought process, next time a "large" leadership role comes around I will think about it, not for too long, and then go from there. That's all for now.....later.